Workinggggg ^^

hello reader !

okay now i gonna tell u that tomorrow i will start working^^ yeeeehoooo !! i just can't imagine how the environment at new work place nanti. and and can meet new friend (: hehehehehe...

hmm, oh yeah, first month i will be training and then the next month i will be officially work and my performance will take over. so wish me luck okay!

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; Bellerny

I MISS YOU

Following The Contest ^^

hello (:

i have been in tagged Cik Nina to follow the contest. the contest is easy. u just choose ur fav picture that u think that is coolest than u have and than u post in ur blog. hmm, that is so difficult to me to choose the picture act, and and finally i made choose mine as shown at below that i think it is the one of the coolest picture that i have. the picture is describe about the friendship between my darlings ars and eyra (: i love them so much much ! okay, if i win the contest i will spending the money to treat them the delicious food ^^

for more information u can visit this page pict hitam putih paling cool (:

i already mentag Izwani Zain, Nurul Aina, Adriana Nur, Faridah and Aida. i wish u all best of luck okay (:

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; Bellerny

Changing

sitting alone in your room.

only one that u thinking about.

and why its felt like u having alot of matter to thinking.

maybe u are used to felt that way so decided to ignored that feeling

but why its so hard to ignore it. SO HARD !

sometimes, to make u better u just thinking that its just a feeling want to play around.

its might work for a couple of hour and then its come to play around with u again.

It's changing. The heat turns cold. And i shivered every night. Last time you said it was OKAY bcoz you loved me. But now i have to watch you act and said the word I almost hated. I knew you. I thought you were an angel sent to guide me. I guess i knew now. It wasn't only you. I took the part.

Everything was different. Light dimmed that i can't even see your shadows. I have loved you for years. So please don't break it because i can't take it so long anymore. I'm looking foward for that day. THE DAY you realise it wasn't worth it.

Baby,change it's a good thing. Somehow for us,it's a perfect thing to improve. I'll be waiting for you to lay beside me and say "I Love You".


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; Bellerny

First Step For The Achivement

hello bloggy (:
hey ! hows my bloogy with new look? hmm, WHATEVER! i know am not talented to make a design but for me am sooooooo LIKE IT ! WHAT! WORST? DO I CARE? hahahahahha :D

okay lets start, tomorrow i will go an interview which is at area KL. i dont know the exactly place but wunny already go there so she said it maybe lil far but it is just an agency, whatever it is we not be working at that place. GOSH! Alhamdullillah...
so.... everything already prepared accept clothing. i dont know what i want to were tomorrow. haish! and i dont know weather i can sleep this night or not maybe for couple of hour only. hmmmm.....

what else, oh oh.. today mama cook KETAM! wahhhh.. yummmyyy! sekali makan amek dua ketam. mama gelak jee and said "badan kecik makan banyk" hey ! how to say NO to KETAM??? andand Haniff wearing sooo ENVY to me. because i eat KETAM (: and he cant eat KETAM. and he said "nak sikit" i reply "tak boleh" and then he said me kedekut ): hmm, am being sooo cruel to him. dala now he suffering with virus of fever, cough, headache and macammacam lagi. pity him kn? and me thousand plus plus more pity than him okay! i dont know to texting with, to calling with, DAMN BORING. pleaseeeee la GET WELL SOON! am warning YOU! **tu pun if u read this entry la kn..

okay! now i have a dilemma. do you want to know what? takut nak pergi timbang berat. i tell u what, along time, day, month i not doing anything and just stay at home my kerja at rumah is only MAKAN. haish! i just worry if my weigh be heavy and heavy.
TAKOTTTTTTTT !

okay i want to make sure everything is done for tomorrow.

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; Bellerny *iloveyou, sayang <3

HELLO 2011

2010 is past 2011 is present.
Lets we start New Year with Bismillahhirahmanirrahim..

a lots of thing i've been tru in 2010. sweet and sour, ups and downs, happy and sad and all that stuff teach me to be more matured and i will never stop to explore what in this beautiful earth have. Insya-Allah (:
even sometimes its hard to accept certain thing that we wont it happened but we have to. and that teach me to be more strong. all the memories i have in 2010 i will kept it forever and never be forgotten. I PROMISE !

for my family, iloveyousomuch (: papa and mama, i know i byk susahkan all these time. im soo sorry. thanks coz tahan kerenah anak manje papa and mama.

for My Haniff, thanks for loving me. For almost 2 years u made me so happy. even tho i byk susahkan u but u still didn't giving up for our love. i love you, sayang. hope 2011 will bring more happiness for us. (:

for my Darlings, Eyra and Ars thanks to be such a good friend. i really appreciated that. and thanks for the concern that u gave to me. i will never forget what we have been tru together. and not forget to my nina and ayu, u both bring me smiled. thanks so much ! am gonna miss u all.

and others who i didn't mention, thanks sooo much okay. and I LOVE YOU ALL <3

I took a deep breath and I smiled. Im glad it's all over, and now it's just a piece of memory...

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; Bellerny

Alhamdullilah We Win !

hye bloggy (:
here i want to wish congrats to our Malaysia's team. yeahh, as u know our team win the game and beat Indonesia's team with 4-2. andand! the game was sooooo dup dap dup dap ;p i swearrr donggg ! for those who get heart disease not recommended to see the game. HAHA :D jokejoke. hmmm, oh yeah! the GOAL KEEPER was sooooo handsome la kan... ala ala jepun gitu. HAHAHHA :D he is hero right? every time Indonesia want to score he can prevent from that but unlucky Indonesia can get 2 scores but its okay la kan.. HAHA :D on facebook plak i can see so many issues since the first game at Bukit Jalil,Malaysia.
hmm, NO COMMENT !

okay NOW, please please pray for me. now i process to practice how to act when interview section nanti. hopefully i can be moreeeeee confident and can be more relaxing. soooo nerbesssss ! OMG, i cant believed that i going to NATURE JOBS! (:
woootwootttttt!

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; Bellerny

happy ^^

hello hello (:

entry kali ni nak happy je tau ! okay, first of all even there is late 2 day to mention about that but its still count. i dont care ! haha :D My presentation was great. oh my! i even not expect the presentation were kinda gelakgelak! am serious okay. the panels boleh plak main2 kan. well, okay i story how my presentation was.

act, my group was the 3rd so we have to wait our turn. when the first group introduce their project we were WOW! yelaa, diaorang buat system plak kan.. hmm, then i scare if panels will compare our project with them. while them run the system there have something not okay. andand the panels ask them lots of questions. haih! they ask this they ask that. last2, diaorang cam bengang ngan panels terus je cakap yang system diaorang belum siap. i were so pity to them. lots of pressure they have to controls at the stage. and then while we ensure our project takuttakut ade yang belum siap kita orang lupe nak letak DFD kat power point. lucky kita orang noticed if not mesti tolak markah kan. and then, group 1st da lepas now group 2nd punye turn. miss ade cakap group ni bagus coz system diaorang bole dapat A sebab ade "search". then suddenly diaorang punye system pun kene tnye byk soalan. haih! bertambah takot..

now the time... i take a deep breath. then see the panels face like lions cant wait to eat their meat. first we introduce our project. still okay then we show up our web site then the panels like "oh. cupcake, lawa website" i still nerbess and we just show the page one by one and no question from them. i just explain the page what this and what that. when we explain about ordering the nerbess suddenly disappear because the panels were so happy to make ordering from us. konon2 nyee na order cupcake laa.. i were soooo happy to introduce my website to them. HAHA :D the panels and our group can laugh together. gosh! after present i feel like to do presentation for the second time. HAHAHAHA :D and miss hafizah pun tak byk comment about us. hehe.. thanks miss for the guiding us. love you much much <3

one responsibility is done (: thanks god.

now i looking for job. hmm, this monday i got interview. sooo nerbess and AGAIN ! haish ! i hope i will get the job. pray for me okay (: and i have make a new me wootwoot^^ oh my! excited tibetibe. lots of thing i have to prepared. the most important is resume.

till here xx

; Bellerny