no title :)

haha. now im going to tell about whats going in my life.
firstly, i , leha and myra is getting close up each other. hehe .. suke suke :)
and my love relation now is better than before.
lots i learn all the way my story love been
about my college im getting busy busy busy all the time
lots assignment have to finish up. TENSION !

IMPORTANT !!!!!
my birthday is round this week .
haha. unbelievable im getting old . haish ! have to be matured as my age.
but i do love my characters. ;p
oh yes ! birthday wunny also around in this week. hehehe...
her 3th july ; mine 4th july
miss her already =D wanna text her but feeling shy

my wish is _________ (SECRET)
haha :D

Happy :)

on THURSDAY ( 3rd jun 2010)

first plan is after my class finished i and haniff going to date at Mid Valley.

motif to watch Lagenda Budak Setan. :)
and last-last evything is mess up. the night before i tido lambat and ta jadi g kelas.
then, i tell him so.
we are plan to meet at around 1 p.m and this time our date on time. OH YES !
finally we are not argue about coming late. im sick with that. urggh!
usually i the one who always come late. hehehehe... ;p
i so exited to watch this movie. i really do love Farid Kamil.
take note he is my hero. HAHAHAAH :D
and our movie at 7 p.m and we got lot time to wait so
we going to eat first (;
just at McD. yess! i proud to be McD's Family.
i love their double cheese burger
after that we are jalan-ing at The Garden and lepak-ing at in front of The Garden
got water fall
there we can see a lot type of pep's walking (:
chit chat and blablabla... finally 7 p.m
ohh ! i cant wait to see this movie.
this movie very very very so best movie ever i watched.
i cant telling u more. u just see and judge it urself.
u will not regret to watch it. trust me ;)
and the movie finish around 9 p.m
sooo, i straight away go to train.
im sooo happy to see to touch him
after 3 week we never meet.

iloveyou, sayang

The begin :)

YESTERDAY...

we have been fought each other till we made last decision to be apart
and u know sayang,
u hurt me when u told that u will leave me and u add the pain when u said u will let me go JUST LIKE THAT im so pain.. im so hurt..
i really disappointed with u
sayang...
eventho im telling u that i annoying with u im sick enough with u and im DONE with you it doesnt mean u are not important in my life. u are so important because u make me so special i feel so happy with u. im sorry becoz im saying that but i so emotional. i really fuckin' mad with u.
i really really sorry
i really need your forgiveness. im so wrong toward u. what i want is dont ever ever hushing to me when u say. u scared me
sayang...
i dont want u be like that
that is so different like u before
u are not the man i LOVE before

TODAY...

now we are start with the new chapter
that is called changing :)
after all happened its really give lotsa lesson to our relation
before i though we are know enuf each other but i was wrong.
but now YES.
i think i know u more than yesterday.
sayang...
im so so so and really glad i still have u.
i cant imagine if im not your's anymore
i really will regret
BECAUSE

No others man will make me feel this way ..
No others man i give my love this way and u are the one ..
No others man give his love this much ..
No others man make me madly crazy about him ..
No others man can cry for me and its will be sweet if i were the one he crying for ..
No others man haven look i cry and its will be memory till forever when i cry in front him and because him i crying for ..

keINSAFan

kadang-kadang bila seseorang terbuka hati untuk berubah menjadi yg lebih berguna mengapa perlu ade halangan yang akan membuatkn seseorang hilang semangat untuk berubah? saya selalu mengalami situasi yg seperti berikut :) kadang perkara yg demikian membuatkn saya mcm "hangat hangat tahi ayam" tetapi jauh di sudut hati saya ingin sgt berubah menjadi lebih baik.

kadang-kadang saya merasa kn perkara di sekeliling saya yg memberi byk pengaruh tak kire laa pengaruh yg baik atau pun yg buruk. tetapi kita tak boleh menyalah kn keadaan. mcm "dimana ada kemahuan disitu ade jalan" bkn highway :) kita kene berusaha dan menyelesai kn masalah yg dihadapi. untuk setiap insan yg ingin kn sesuatu mesti ade ujian yg akan diberi. sebanyak mana keingin kita sebanyak itula ujian yg akan kita hadapi.

apabila saya melihat kawan-kawan saya berubah kepada yg lebih baek saya rasa sangat gembira :) hati saya tenang melihat mereka. dan fikiran mule memikirkn diri bile saya akan jadi seperti mereka ?

apabila saya melihat kawan-kawan saya berubah menjadi seorang yg tidak oke saya mule betanya kan pada diri sendiri kenape perkara begitu berlaku?

Hidup penuh dgn tanda tanya.. ade soalan yg kite sendiri pun takan dapat selain yg lebih mengetahui :)

Finding

in small world that i stand
i feel so daft with other
i find myself
i dont know who am i
i dont know what i need
i dont know what i suppose to be
i dont what exactly about myself

i confused...
i feel something missing i searching but i get no answer at all
what it is ?
friens ? i have a lot ..
boyfriend? i got .
sometime i wonder to live only in my own world with no body
but this is so impossible because i cant life without anybody beside me

i need someone can guide me
i need someone can share my difficult time
i need someone can i understand what i thru
i need someone can be my friend can stay forever and never leave me even one second
i need some one can make me smile all the time with the funny thing

i really need this . where can i find this person?
when this person will come to me?


oh god, i know what happen now is my lesson. i will tru it with open heart to accept it.